This is my confession.
I’ve found myself in limbo once again, and for those who know me, limbo is a tricky spot.
In limbo, I find “myself sitting between the edge of who I have been and who I am becoming (Limbo).”
In this space in between, there is so much room for everything.
For creativity, for recalibrating, for meditation, for movement, and to catch up on all the things being in action consumes, and yet, I am doing very little of that.
To be so deeply gifted with the resource, there never seems to be enough of…time,
I find myself spending most of it on my phone or with other people, leaving no space for introspection, art, or even the beauty of boredom.
It’s not that there is anything to complain about; in fact, that would feel wrong. This is a rich and amazing opportunity, and it would be a shame to look up and feel like I missed it.
So, today, as I sit down to write for day 4/30 of creating more than I consume, with a few missed days here and there, I am also adding a new layer and reactivating my ScreenZen timers to help me be more aware of the time I spend on my phone.
When there is room for me, between spending time with my parents, my partner, and my friends, I want it FILLED with all the things that inspire and awaken my magic.
I want to be journaling, walking, creating content, baking, cleaning, and lying down, staring at the ceiling — I want to make space for the messy, the real, the fanciful, and the evolution of my mind.
There is so much beauty right now and ahead of me, and here I am declaring to the universe that I want to see it all!
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