Meeting on the edge of what's next

Don't you just love a season of transition?

From tropical yoga to mountain-top wandering, 2025 has been the year of “yes”, deep trust, and full-send-embracing all the layers that begged to be lifted and explored.

& I find myself at the end of this unwoven thread, wondering what could possibly come next, what more could there possibly be to learn, and yet, the limitlessness keeps expanding.

On Libro.FM The Way of Integrity guides me back through the inferno of self discovery,
in my journal the inner child magic blooms alongside To Be Magnetic’s end of year challenge,
on my bedside Financial Freedom is guiding me deeper into awareness around money and where I want to be in 10 years
...and buried at the bottom of my backpack always ready for when I need it most, The Courage to Be Disliked, is there ready to help me see my suffering, know my tasks, and live courageously aligned with what I am called to do.

Playing in the background of it all are the melodic and healing tunes of LVDY and Hayden Pedigo. A perfect sanctuary of healing and independent art.

A beckoning into the new year.
The one I have prayed to “bathe me in the belief that all things are possible.”
The year of radical expansion and infinite curiosity.

Taking what I have learned in my 8 years of “adulthood” and starting to blend it all like a rich smoothie. A flavor unlike any other.

A handful of hymns, an entire gay parade, a cup of mountain air, mysterious natural remedies, a chaotically written self-help book, a dash of divorce, and a whole hell of a lot of wondering “what the fuck is going on around here.”

Ahhh, my favorite order.

This is an invitation to ponder what might be missing.
What special ingredient is just waiting to be mixed in to add flavor, warmth, or simply a good story at parties?

And I accept it with my whole being.

I accept the uncertainty. The teetering. The wondering and the wandering.

I accept that this is everything and it is enough.

I am enough.

I am not broken.
I am not “lost.”
I am not seeking some enlightenment or answer.

I am exactly where I am meant to be, exactly who I was made to be, meeting myself on the edge of what comes next.